[Intro]
Lights off.
Wide awake.
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[Verse 1]
Room still smells like your perfume.
I don’t sleep the way I used to.
Clock move slow, thoughts move fast.
I keep replaying what we had.
I said I’m fine, I lied again.
I pour a drink, don’t let it end.
Your side cold, mine too deep.
I stare at walls instead of sleep.
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[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t miss you in the day.
I miss you when it fade.
I don’t break when I’m strong.
I break when I’m alone.
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[Chorus]
After midnight, I fall apart.
That’s when I feel it in my heart.
After midnight, truth get loud.
I say your name, no one around.
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[Verse 2]
I see your smile in every face.
I hear your voice in empty space.
I had my chance, I let it burn.
I loved control more than I learned.
You gave me real, I gave you games.
You gave me peace, I gave you pain.
Now you sleep somewhere I’m not.
I feel it heavy when it’s dark.
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[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t hate you, that’s the lie.
I hate myself at night.
I don’t cry when I’m awake.
Tears come late.
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[Chorus]
After midnight, I fall apart.
That’s when I feel it in my heart.
After midnight, I reach out.
Then I stop and turn around.
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[Bridge]
If I called, would you answer me.
Or let it ring like karma did.
If I said I finally changed.
Would it matter anyway.
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[Chorus]
After midnight, I fall apart.
That’s when I feel it in my heart.
After midnight, I confess.
Love don’t heal regret.
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[Outro]
Sun come up.
I act strong.